specimen of insecure attachment patterns, along with blurred boundaries across subsystems and inconsistencies, up till today. Hardly ever thought about, let alone talked about all these. wonder how aware i am, and how aware i can be- wonder if there is repression, how then would i ever know? hypnosis? lol. is knowing even that important?
studying for finals (whether ps or sw) always leads to thoughts and questions i can never find answers to
i really dislike thinking
maybe i am too self centered and obsessed with problematizing things.