even to accept His grace and love for me.. will require His grace and help.
long long long long long long long journey..
He must increase and i must decrease
till i am nothing
it is funny how in the span of less than a year i decided that being vulnerable was too much of a risk and human beings suck and then was hit with the importance of vulnerability over n over again. years of healing and rebuilding gone in a few moments- weak, weak, weak pathetic human. so tired of this.
it is now when i am too tired to run on my own and am left with no choice but to let it go.