But he kept finding new pockets of shallow inside himself. He kept finding new ways to betray her.


learning again to love another, not in convenience or comfort-

13 Though I speak with the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I have become sounding brass or a clanging cymbal. And though I have the gift of prophecy, and understand all mysteries and all knowledge, and though I have all faith, so that I could remove mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. And though I bestow all my goods to feed the poor, and though I give my body to be burned, but have not love, it profits me nothing.

Love suffers long and is kind; love does not envy; love does not parade itself, is not puffed up; does not behave rudely, does not seek its own, is not provoked, thinks no evil; does not rejoice in iniquity, but rejoices in the truth; bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.

1 Cor 13:1-7

the past two years have hardened this heart
but i should not push the blame-



magic hour

coming face to face with oneself seems extra hard at times. ‘what next?’ can become a crippling question. praying for humility, and grace to see the beauty in each day and each individual

going, going

show day/ last day of intensive 🙂 first n probably the last time we get a dressing rm w only 3 people + TOILET GAHAH. grateful for a gr8 cast to bash through those last few days with n also go mad with after spending every waking hour w each other for an entire week

when our first prac of intensive got cancelled n there was time before open class. grateful for these surprise moments of rest- like this wk when i was dED n didnt wna go for befriending n wl texted to reschedule right when i woke up heheheeeee

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one of the most retarded nights after class @ trdo with these v supportive v crazy v shameless ones- lucky us growing older togetheeeeer 🙂

when these days seem so long n tiring but it also feels like like they r going by so much faster than i can keep up with.. but glad. walking hasnt been easy but the Lord has been good.

for how long can one keep replaying moments of regret in one’s mind?

cant believe i finished all 7 seasons of gilmore girls…. when will this on demand work so i can watch tvb again and up my canto game sob sob soooob