so much to read and learn and inhale…. so little time. shd really stop coming home early comfort is the enemy!!…. RESOLVED this semester to be faithful in the little hahaaaaaaa, Lord help me. little steps r steps too 🙂
‘6 being confident of this, that he who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus.’ phil 1:6
stopping in the middle of nowhr to take a gazillion photos but i doooo miss these moments
miles and miles of nothing
coffee stop in sacramento 😀
survived the scary drive up!! n it actually wasnt as scary as i imagined it to be lol ptsd from that mountain in australia..
appreciate traveling with these two tons more after spring break…….
n stargazing haizzzz
n we r HERE!!!!
this was where hannah slipped and fell on her butt HAHAHAHA. also where we almost drove down lol
trees from afar
wallpaper shots that everyone takes but it was rly quite nice
the huge sequioa trees were my favourite doesnt this look magical :'((((((
still one of my favourite days :’) only wish we stayed for longer
LOOK HOW HUGE THEY WERE!!!!!
haiz let me stay here forever
sigh doesnt this whole thing look perfect………………
this was one of our best stops foR SUREEE and we prayed soooooo hard for good weather and safety and u know stuff like that. and we even saw a rainbow!! 😀 only wish we were there for longer and in spring or fall or something so we could camp/ hike there hAIZ. if ever i go back (which will be like idk 1000 years later or smth)….. better not say so soon. wish i could relive those moments u kno looking up at those trees and sitting by the river n feeling like i could disappear for awhile in this huge huge world. thank God for snapchat videos!!!!!! this is making me sad i liked this place alot bye
Last night we surprise skyped these people and sat through tech class, and it made me so so so happy 🙂 didn’t realise that i missed de and these people so much, and i am so grateful we met la omg through all the rage and tears and madness together :’) looking at these screenshots make me smile everytime ahahah LOL @ our joy/ shock while watching tech HAHAHAH damn drama i can’t….. but also can’t wait to be back and dancing tgt for tnw again altho will probably suck aft so many mths of not dancing… 🙂
comm mapping on tues + Meeting JM and one of the elders from our fruit packing tday made me realise that i actually quite miss placement and spending time with elders. erm wish i was less awkward about going back to visit… also talked about how one thing we took away from placement was that there is always something that can be done. if formal services don’t work out, there are informal resources, or appeals, or advocacy. gaps in the system should push us to action, not acceptance.
sent welly off last night and rly laughed till our stomachs hurt. moments like these r so rare and precious now, will miss her awkwardness and genuineness 😥
also worked with one of my favourite colleagues (not like i know everyone very well lah) last night. haven’t gotten paid but honestly don’t even mind (yet).
thought about all these while in the toilet before NHS VT today, am tired but happy, and grateful that it is the Lord that is in control of this life 🙂
/wheee thurs was another gr8 day except for the fact that i couldnt get my grey hair zzz but met n talked to a v inspiring social worker.. reminded time and again abt the importance of comm work. so grateful that from time to time, we meet workers that have so much conviction in what they do and are so willing to share them with n00blets like us. *.* i think.. there are too many people that i look up to in life HAHAH
don’t know how, but really lucked out to have found a group of people so committed and loyal. so happy and grateful to be sharing the stage with these people, and to be bearing each other’s burdens despite being in different items. and to be inspired by the crazy humans that continue dancing despite work n injuries n still kill every show.. would rly dance with DE forever with these people 🙂
on another note,
my face always looks the ugliest the day after theatre week bcos i get so used to seeing how it looks like with makeup… if only it was easier to put on and remove 😥
CRAY CRAY WK n went a little mad with fieldtrip, nhs, rehs, vetting, work, lit review n sch alLLlLlL in one week, and with self doubt + weariness creeping in. thought i was gonna die but it was really His grace and providence that got me through. even felt some inexplicable joy during some of the most tiring moments which is seRIOUSLY ODD for me especially… so i am really grateful n came out with some lessons learnt 🙂
read this last week that left a few timely reminders:
Before I climb out of bed and let my feet hit the floor, confess my sins and my weaknesses and mentally lean on him. Carry me, Lord, so I can accomplish Your goals.
Before I gaze into a mirror or look at a screen or to a single thing of this world, pray that he will show me his glory and goodness today. That I will see it. And that I will reflect it.
As the world and the day get louder and louder, remember to stop and listen for the Spirit over the noise. Learn to recognize him.
When I find myself growing weary, run to my God any way I possibly can. Not to the world or to myself, but to him. Whether I read his words, worship him, pour out my heart to him, or ask his Spirit to pray on my behalf because I just can’t. And then repeat over and over again, until my mind effortlessly wanders to him.
don’t post much abt food places but had lunch at the lokal today to celebr8 and food was gr999!?!!? they do their own butter, smoked salmon, yogurt and some other stuff i didn’t try but hooomai it was rly worth it yum yUMM almost finished the huge blob of butter and the scrambled eggs WOWWW so creamy and yummy TEEHEE and staff were nice too so will be back for more MORE MORE!!! yummmmmm
Also really thankful i’m doing NHS comm even though it’s erm very time consuming and crazy exhausting. so grateful we had volunteers who were genuine in their efforts.. but were faced w/ many rejections and abit of an expectation gap since we weren’t really serving the most needy….. but it was rly worth it in the end, discovering residents who weren’t known to the doctors/ medical services, and some who needed urgent social assistance. these were only <15 individuals out of the hundreds screened, but each life so precious and worth all the effort and time. so happy wheeee and thankful for a gr8 comm that works so well together and stays calm in last minute wrecks cos i turn into a wreck at those times lellllll wheeee say until NHS is over but actually only TJ screening is over and we have to do TJ follow up + MT vol trng and screening and follow up……………… ha HA but im excited!!!! 😀
happy happy monday being (or feeling) productive, dancing with 0 stress and meeting pg to send joy off 🙂 fear’s still there but so nice discovering how our bodies can moOoOve~ it’s so weird that i feel this happy and excited (and young), and even weirder that i can’t remember the last time i felt this way. such a sad realisation that i have been THE grinch the past few weeks….. months???? im exaggerating.