but it wasn’t mine to begin with.
the struggle for control so painful, but letting go equally/ even more difficult. if His plans are good, why do i doubt?
but i do.
and i wonder why He’s placed me here. when all this while i thought that maybe this was a result of my selfish desires, that maybe i shouldn’t have invested myself in this, that maybe this wasn’t in His plan
only to realise that there was a lesson to be learnt
which i cannot yet appreciate
please still my anxious urge toward rebellion
let Love keep my will upon its knees
all Your ways are loving and are faithful
the road is narrow but Your burden light
because You gladly lean to lead the humble
i shall gladly kneel to leave my pride
and step by step You’ll lead me
geraldinggg 